This is an old userpic and I just thought what the heLl, why not, and I am now making this totally pointless post. ^_^ Another thing, does anyone other than me vlog? Or am I the only loser? xD

So, I just uploaded a new userpic. :D The spektacular Regina Spektor, o'course. She so pretty, is no fair. D': AnyVay, everyday is so DULL. ;-; It makes me sad to know that every single day is JUST like the previous, and JUST like the next. I'm certain that tomorrow will be just like today, and that's why I haven't really written anything worthwhile. There's been nothing to really write. =/ Which sucks. I mean, I should be thankful that nothing tragic is going on, but I want something to happen. Good thing for the awesome Spektacular Regina who tried to save a pigeon with a broken wing and brings happiness to each day. :] <3 I want to see her in concert!!!!!!!!!1!

Most likely a wolf. Strong, independent, somewhat of a loner, and has quite a bit of a temper that can make or break you. I am/would like to be like that as I get older.

Italy. Cuba. France. Germany. England. Scotland. New Zealand. Japan. India. Indonesia. Spain. CANADA.

so, today was the FCAT Writes. AKA basically an essay sent to Tallahassee to be scored professionally. And, of course, I failed. Guaranteed. My essay was dull and outrageously boring. I hated it. I hated writing it! -________- Ugh. Not looking forward to April or whenever the hell those results come back.

I've been semi-mega stressing about high school rejection letters. [Notice how I say REJECTION letters, not ACCEPTANCE letters.] Because I really want to go to Coral Reef with Hannah, Steffy, and Tara... ='( I think they're gonna make it. Even if it is by lottery. =/

There was other stuff on my mind and I'm too blocked to think of whatever it was. T_T

Latah Gatah.

I will now shamelessly promote my favorite latino rock band: :D

Don Tetto

http://dontetto.com/



They're AWESOME =D I heard of them first from the iTunes free Cancion de la Semana, and I'm totally in love with them. Anyone else heard of them?

I just bought their special edition CD off iTunes [Yay allowance!] and I'm gonna go get high off their epicness. :D

The Hindered Heart in the Hollow

Within this hollow,
the Hindered Heart doth lie,
crying,
sobbing,
crushed to pieces for the dozenth time.

The weeping willows offer little well deserved comfort,
for they only mumble and murmur in their eternal slumber.
The Sun dares not grace this horrible hollow,
while it still lies,
beneath the maniacal moon's watchful eyes.

The vines that hang off the willows kiss the Hindered Heart's limbs,
making the King's job of rebuilding Humpty Dumpty, who fell off a wall,
simple enough that to challenge the chore would require extreme gall.
They try, try, try over and over,
to no avail does the Hindered Heart get a good once over.

Then it speaks,
"He toys with my heart,
how long 'till we are apart?
The wind will soon blow,
through this vacant hollow,
which currently serves as my soul.
My heart has now whithered to this icy block of coal,
but hopefully this feeling will soon depart,
and I'll feel better on the 'morrow."

The weeping willows weep once more,
for the Hindered Heart cannot heal its deep sore.

Within this hollow,
the Hindered Heart doth lie,
weeping beneath the cruel world's eye.

Got a lot on my mind right now, things that I had sort of hoped would stay with me are gone. Not necessarily a thing, more of a person. I'm really bi polar today, but I think I'm keeping my resolution quite well. The one regarding hiding my feelings and making up some damn good facades. Single again...Cried my eyes out last night. Should have expected it, right? Who in their right mind would care for me in such a way, I was a fool to fall for such fantasies.